心情忐忑不安, 对充满未知数的未来, 我实在无法盘算.

向左走,向右走??

这到题目不禁在我脑海里打转了好几天. 对于无法做出决定的我, 感到十分悲哀. 我就是那么如次三心两意. 我很羡慕那些已做出了决定的朋友, 因为们很清楚自己要的是什么. 我却是那么的不坚决,那么的举棋不定, 那么的懦弱, 怕的是等待着我的未来. 沿着国初的道路继续地走着, 也许过程会荆棘密布, 但是, will my efforts pay off? what if i screw myself in there. damn it. 南初的学习步伐是没那么糟, 但是我会喜欢那里吗? 我不想忏悔, 因为两年的光阴, 说长不长, 说短不短. appeals ends tomorrow. and now i've less than 24 bloody hours to make my decision.

也许, 是时候我学会承受压力了.

anyways. on a lighter note- lihui! thanks for accompaning me today.
sihui! i hope u can eventually get into the place that you really desire to be in (: